recently, my body already give some signal to me that i should start to take care myself
hyperventilation come back to find me since after f3, it already rest for so long,
but now it coming back...
i had suffer for this since last tuesday and almost fainted at school,
i know that time already make him so damn worry about me....
i was fainted d next day,
i had been send to hospital by an ambulance,
this is the first time i sat ambulance to go hospital,
and that time really make him more worry about me...
now every time i close my eyes for resting or really not feeling well,
he wont let me close my eyes
he will make sure me is not fainted....
i know this few days already make you so damn tired just because of me...
i'm so sorry baby....
because of this,
i more depends on you,
when you not accept my call or reply my message,
i will start to think a lot...
will start thinking what happen to you,
although i know you are sleeping,
i will keep calling you to make sure that you had bath already, ate you dinner already....
not because i wan make sure that you done all the things,
is because i want you to accompany me,
when i heard you sound or be with you,
i only will feel safety....
seriously,
i scare that you will feel troublesome because i always want to stick with you...
i scare i will lost you...
so when you not with me,
i will so sad...
i dont know what happen to me,
i was like....already poisoning....
already get the poison that you giving....
the more i angry with you, the more that i show i very care about you baby....
i just cnt control myself....T.T
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