after i sick, i felt myself more depends on you....
i will wish that always be with you, do not want to go far frm u....
some times i really hate myself started to became like this,
this not just make myself feel suffer, the main point is....
it will make you feel irritating in the future....
it make me had a lot of bad memories flash back in sudden,
it all about my ex....
i told u before why we will break up...
at the first time break up, is because i too depends on her,
i like to control her....
just like did not give a free space to her...
thats why she felt no freedom....
and olso my bad temper.....
i will get angry easily just like recently...
the more i angry with you, that show i more care about you....
all this scene make me think back the things that i had experience,
those memories and experience already became my phobia...
i scare u will dont want because of the same reason as her,
it make me felt more angry myself...
i'm so sorry that i control you until so tight recently...
i just cannot control myself.....
i will learn to control myself,
the more i talk to you in a cool way, the more i felt suffer
because i started to talk to myself inside my heart...
i will told myself that give you some freedom,
dont so care about it...
although it not what i wan to do,
but i will force myself to do it...
i wan you be happy to couple with me,
i dont wan you feel suffer or irritate with it....
if you feel to tight, make you can not breath, i wish that u will tell me...
i dont wan the same things happen again...
I DONT WANT!!!
i cannot manage to lost you,
its already enough for me,
seriously, u more important to me compare to her...
i did not felt this way before....
Baby, can you promise me, dont let the same things happen again??
I LOVE YOU.....
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