my early birthday wish.....

this year birthday wishes....
quite special for me,
i wish that u can accompany me before the day i birthday till the day my birthday.....
haha..
i wish that u can come my house accompany me...^^
i know this wish quite over,
but its really is my wish for my birthday....
haha....XD....
but i wont force u to do it...
it just a wish...XP

i need a place to voice out

recently i decide to force myself to do something which is good for him,
i realize that i control him until too tight ad,
i'm so sorry for that...
when i ask u this question,
the answer that u give me i really feel a bit sad....and olso sorry to you.....
although what i decided is not what i want to do,
but it is good for u,
can let u feel relax and not so stress,
i will force myself to do it although i dont want....
i know dis time is a most suffer period for me,
but i wont care about it...
for me,
not important,
what is important for me is...
i want you to be happy...
today whn u r not accompanying me go take car as u already promised me...
at the beginning i really feel angry and sad,
but i olso try to understand you,
inside my heart really feel struggle,
 after struggle,
i will give myself a reason that will make me feel chill down....
HIEW KAI YAN....
you must be a girl friend that will understand him,
not just bringing trouble for him....
you have no choice.... you have do it......
fighthing....

busy

recently what am i busy is those assignment.....
i had been almost a week not enough sleep....
recently what u busy is a same things with me,
but...u have another thing busy with olso.....
just feel that because of those things u did not have enough time to accompany me,
some times i will feel lonely...im sorry that i will feel that way....
i dont wish that i make u so tired thats why i din let u know....
baby....