the day i miss you so much

recently i'm worry about something,
which is i realize i vry depend on you,
i cnt control to find u every where when u are not with me,
i cnt control myself to be with you no matter when...

but i try my best to control myself.....

i know i have to force myself to do it even i dont wan to....
because i dont hope that i will become a trouble maker to you...
i dont wish that i bring a lot trouble to you...
i dont wan you feel no freedom.........
i know when i should be with you,
when i should do my stuff without you.....
i din feel like this way before,
i ad use to every night we talk in skype,
when you din talk with me,

i feel so bored, feel so lonely...

i trying to find other stuff to do to make myself busy,
then my mind will stop thinking bout you...
but zhi wei they all wil keep mention you while i chat with them,

this make me miss you more...><

i though i found a way can make myself miss u lesser,
which is i listen those song that you like,
then it will remind me back you sing in the funny way....
but when i sleep,
i listen to song after i wake up,

i miss you more!

when i miss you more, i feel more scare..
i scare you will feel bored to me,
i scare if some day something happen,
i will vry hard to walk out....
i cnt imagine that if someday you go some place that i cnt find u...
i cnt see u...
what am i on that time......
i hope that u wont leave me alone in the future.....
today something happen with me and my family...
on that time,i just remain silent and my mind was thinking about you...><
i dont know what happen to me...

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!><